‘I’m scared that no matter what I do, no matter what I say or how I say it, it will present another opportunity for silencing’
Ms Heard shared her concern in part two of her interview aired Wednesday morning on The Today Show.
“I’m scared that no matter what I do, no matter what I say or how I say it, every step I take will present another opportunity for this sort of silencing," 彼女は言いました. “Which is what I guess a defamation lawsuit is meant to do, it’s meant to take your voice.”
Of the claims she made that sparked her legal battle with Mr Depp, 彼女は付け加えた: “I took for granted what I assumed was my right to speak.”
Ms Heard went on to reiterate that ワシントンポスト op-ed at the heart of Mr Depp’s lawsuit against her was “not about Johnny” and said she “absolutely” still loves her ex-husband.
"絶対. I love him. I loved him with all my heart," 彼女は言いました. “I have no bad feelings or ill will toward him at all.”
“I tried the best I could to make a deeply broken relationship work. And I couldn’t. I have no bad feelings or ill will toward him at all.
“I know that might be hard to understand, or it might be really easy to understand. If you’ve just ever loved anyone, it should be easy.”
The second instalment of Ms Heard’s interview comes exactly two weeks after a jury found overwhelmingly in favour of Mr Depp in the couple’s defamation trial following six weeks of explosive testimony on their tumultuous relationship.
Mr Depp sued his ex-wife for defamation over a 2018 op-ed for ワシントンポスト where she described herself as a victim of domestic abuse and said she felt “the full force of our culture’s wrath for women who speak out”.
The jury of seven determined Ms Heard defamed Mr Depp on all three counts in his suit. She was ordered to pay him $8.35m in damages.
In the interview aired Wednesday, Ms Guthrie referenced a text brought up at trial in which Mr Depp promised “global humiliation” for Ms Heard.
Asked whether she thinks Mr Depp succeeded, Ms Heard took a long pause.
“He promised it, I testified to this… I’m not a good victim, I get it. I’m not a likeable victim, I’m not a perfect victim," 彼女は言いました. “But when I testified, I asked the jury to see me as human and hear his own words, which is a promise to do this. It feels as though he has.”